I’m so fucking tired

I’m tired of not sleeping well.
I’m tired of sleeping too much.
I’m tired of struggling to make myself do things that simple for others.
I’m tired of wearing long sleeves every day.
I’m tired of being ashamed.
I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of not knowing why I’m sad.
I’m tired of being scared.
I’m tired of being scared of myself.
I’m tired of hurting the people I love.
I’m tired of feeling guilty for loving.
I’m tired of knowing exactly how to change how I treat others and myself,
and I’m tired of it feeling like that’s an impossible task.
I’m tired of people telling me I can change just by being positive.
I’m tired of pretending to be positive.
I’m tired of feeling like I was never meant to live.
I’m tired of feeling inferior.
I’m tired of being inferior.
My enemy is myself.
I’m tired of myself.
I’m tired of wanting to be alone so often,
and I’m tired of people not understanding when I need to be.
I’m tired.
I’m exhausted.
I’m terrified.

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"You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering."

Ernest Hemingway (via mourningmelody)

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"I’m just so
Fucking tired
Of being sad
For no reason."

M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)

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